I am my own worst critic.
I am my own company.
Never expect anything from anyone.
Turned my morning thoughts into this:
God is my only critic.
God is my only company.
Never expect anything from anyone but God.
In times like these, I’m grateful to have a best friend like him. There’s been thoughts that I’ve tried communicating with people, but they’ve often run into a wall and nothing more was said. With God I’ve found that I’ve been able to just keep my thoughts running, and my worries have washed away, even if it’s just temporary.
I haven’t felt this way in a really, really long time. Everything is forced to be swept under the rug…
But let the pain come, I know God will be right next to me.
The leaves are turning green to red, and autumn festivities begin in Chicago. It’s also starting to get super cold and the sky has turned gray.
207 days until my undergrad career is over, and as much as I try to look forward into my life, I keep looking back. Because everything I experienced during study abroad sets me off with what I want to leave in this world one day.